We cannot become what we need to be by remaining what we are.”
– Max de Pree
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Turning 60 – and so the thoughts begin.
Where did the time go?
Why am I here?
And, who am I becoming?
For as far back as I can remember (30, 40, 50) my life has been about seeking. Trying to figure out why I’m here and what I’m here to do. Always wanting to feel a connection to something.
And that feeling has been stronger over the last couple of years – tick tock – the clock keeps ticking and time appears to be going faster.
Let’s face it, way back when we likely thought 60 was old – heck, 50 seemed old when we were teens. Not anymore. I don’t feel my age and yet I do know that I need to pay more attention to my body, mind, and spirit.
Putting ourselves first isn’t being selfish – I’ve come to accept this and have learned over the years that we have to take care of ourselves.
And, for as many wellness resorts as I’ve been to and as many classes on mindfulness, you would think that I know the answers – and maybe I do. Maybe deep down I know why I’m here….maybe what I’m doing is exactly what I’m here for and maybe we’re all exactly where we’re meant to be.
Another quote that speaks to me is this one by Fellini and it is something that I’ve thought about over the last several years, ever since I was in Ischia, Italy.
No matter what happens, always keep your childhood innocence. It’s the most important thing.” – Federico Fellini
I like to think of it as childhood wonder.
How do we simplify and live with more wonder and innocence? Perhaps it’s about letting things flow and not taking on the weight of the world. Finding joy in our everyday activities. Laughing more. Being with family and friends.
Let’s talk about travel. Travel is a huge part of my life (heck, it is my life!) and for those of you that know me know that I love wellness getaways (and road trips!). Travel is what brings me joy – a sense of wonder and wander – so this year has been more difficult for many of us “seeking” new lands, new ideas, and new accomplishments.
I was supposed to go to Turks & Caicos for this birthday – I wanted to get my groove back and thought this would be the place. If I were to describe myself in a few words I’d say – Adventurous, Spiritual, Always Seeking,
Then there’s the thought of living with anticipation and expectation. Which is best? I think there are benefits with both and yet I keep wanting something big to light me up and lift me up – what will it be? Again, seeking vs being.
Maybe the mantra should be – “God is good, and something good is going to happen to me today!” (Thanks, Joyce Meyer.) (Feel free to use it for yourself!)
Maybe that’s part of the wisdom I gleaned over these last (nearly) 60-years – understanding that “being” can bring comfort and joy and less stress. Although “seeking” is innate – it’s just part of who I am. And that’s okay, too.
When Life Changes, We Change
About 15-years ago I lost my 51-year old husband when I was 45-years old and life took on different meaning.
Perhaps that’s why birthdays have meant more to me over the last 10+ years. We need to live each day to the fullest especially with each journey around the sun.
And some roads – even loss – bring us to new destinations, new loves, and new friends.
So, what’s next?
I’m not quite sure, but I do know that I need to change things up a little as looking at the same goals year after year is depressing. Another chapter (new decade) means bigger dreams and new goals.
It’s never too late.
Even during this “pandemic” year I’m grateful for a writing project and where it may lead.
Words of Wisdom on Turning 60
I reached out to several friends that recently turned 60 and a few that are a little older.
A lifelong friend said this to me:
And another said …
Another friend said something a little different …
A soul sister said this to me …
So, the truth is that I’m feeling more focused. Will this last or is it pre-turning-60 euphoria?
Will I feel different on my magical day of turning 60? I don’t know – a few more days to go and I feel like I’m putting too much emphasis on feeling different. I would like to feel bliss – yes, I would like to know what that feels like.
Whew! No more seeking, overthinking, and stressing over it all. Maybe that’s what 60 will be like. Maybe it will be about acceptance, forgiveness, and worthiness and a knowing that all is well.
Leave a comment on how you felt about your 60th.
I’ll end with this from another friend.
Perhaps I’ll update this post in a week or so. I’m hanging on to my “late 50’s” for a few more days.